Well, lots of things are going on right now? What you ask? Too many to name and one thing I just don't want to think about. Nothing bad. I just don't want to think too much on it.
What I would really like right now is my Mom. I would be able to tell her what is going on and she would be able to tell me what she thinks. Well, I know what she would think about it....but I just want to hear it from her. I want to hear her voice....the excitement....the hopefulness.....just her voice! Is that too much to ask?
Some days I just sit here and I stare...I stare at this computer and I think! I think about her and I think about what I can do to make her proud of me. What would she do? What does she think of me? What did she think of me? Did I make her happy? I know I'm not perfect...I know I wasn't always the perfect daughter. I know that I mess up in life just like everyone else. But what I think about most now is did I make her happy.....did I make her proud of me.
What would she think?
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